Today, my dear students, we shall explore our feelings at the soul level of our being and I shall lead you to discover those deep heart felt thoughts and feelings that are present within you, but are sometimes buried behind the wounds of your temporal existence. Living on a world like Urantia, at the present time, it can be difficult to maintain a peaceful loving outlook when many are having to struggle just to survive. Many are themselves dealing with the dysfunction of relationships that are also suffering from a disconnect with their souls stemming from a similar disparity. Let me guide you back to a place where your love of life still exists and where compassion and mercy lives within you. Let us consider the common ground of all humanity and you will see that you are not so different from one another.
Understand that you were born in a world of confusion where little information is given about the soul life of a human--it is only available to you when you look for it. It is not something that is taught to you from birth or in your education systems. You must construct this soul-life from the pieces of your experiences here that touch your soul in times where you and others have discovered a common exchange of Truth, Beauty, and Goodness (TBG). These can be rare exchanges in a human life or they can be abundant--it depends on many things and conditions and personality traits. It is not your fault or your ignorance of such things, but your awareness to the feelings that you have when an experience reaches into that deep place within you. What you do with that experience and how you "file it away" in your soul can make all the difference on how you use that experience when living in your world.
Become aware in these moments of TBG when they touch you and learn how to incorporate those experiences into your personality as a refection of the agency of the Indwelling Spirit--the Thought Adjuster. When you discover that you can have an actual relationship with this Indwelling Spirit of the Father, you can share these moments of TBG within and take note that these unique experiences and exchanges with your fellows, that matter, are something worth keeping for eternity. When you begin to build a library of soul worthy experiences like this they become the values that you reflect out into the world and in the relationships you build with others. You shall soon begin to notice that you attract more of these deep soul-touching experiences the more you become aware of them.
Recognition of these values is a very important part of soul and personality growth. Take pause in those moments where something extraordinary happens where you "feel something" and share that "something" with your Higher Self. Let it sink deep within you and recognize the value it has. Experiment with how you may attract more of these special moments by reflecting these values out into your world and in your relationships--the TBG of those things that have touched you deeply.
Start collecting these gems throughout your life, my dear students, and you will have a much richer and more exciting life--even here in one of the most challenging places to live. The paradox here is that the opportunity for having these deep reaching soul defining experiences are more abundant on Urantia than on many worlds in the universes of time. Take pause to consider when you have just collected a gem and hold it up to the sun and let the light shine through it into your naked eye--see the glistening beauty in it and then hold it close and show it to others that they may also want to collect such a gem and cherish it.
Collect those gems and store your treasures, for they shall serve you well here and hereafter.
Peace and love to you,
I AM Uteah